Dear Tumblr staff, instead of banning the people trying to help others struggling with self harm,why not track the anons who continuously encourage them to kill themselves? we’re here to help not to promote
best idea ever. reblog this everyone! unless your one of the anons.. hah
How I feel when I fulfill my membership to the clean plate club :/
I will not let food run my life. From now on I’m in control of my body. I will be weightless.
Diet Tips:
Sleep. Sleep all day and forget about food.
Whenever you can, eat stuff with a lot of fiber (3grams+) it helps you digest better.
Brus your teeth when your hungry, it gives the sensation of having already eaten.
I don’t like that it says to sleep all day because too much sleep can cause or worsen depression, and you don’t get anything done, but yes! Fiber and teeth brushing rock!
Sorry about skipping out on everyone >.<
Hey there all. So I haven’t posted in a while…. I’ve been soooo busy with school and work and my great aunt passed unexpectedly, her funeral Monday. It’s been crazy.
Food wise, I’ve been doing terribly. I feel like a whale, but I’m doing my best to get back on track and I know I will. I have to.
I’ve started writing down EVERY bite and every calorie (as accurate as I can measure without disrupting getting things done I need to do) and I bought a bunch of different flavors of gum. I’m trying to make it so if I chew a mint piece, then when I change my gum, I chew something different, like orange, or strawberry, etc, so I don’t get bored with the tastes and then get tempted to eat junk. I NEED to get my intake back to 800 or less…. yesterday I was a little over 1000. Nasty. AND I’m still trying to get my schedule/room/everything organized, so I’m not working out nearly as much as I should…. ugh. I feel gross. I know I’ll change it though because I HAVE to. I WILL NOT BE FAT AGAIN! I will be tiny and strong and fit…. :)
When I wake, I’m empty, light, light-headed. I like to stay this way, free and pure, light on my feet, traveling light. For me, food’s only interest lies in how little I need, how strong I am, how well I can resist, each time achieving another small victory of the will.




